When you want to do everything…

…but end up doing nothing.

As I’m writing this, it’s Saturday.  I stayed up too late, and in the immortal words of Officer Murtaugh, “I’m getting too old for this shit”.  Seriously, I just want a nap.  It wasn’t THAT long ago that I actually got out of bed, so logically a nap makes no sense, but there it is.  Was the whole point of my day to get out of bed, eat breakfast, and take a nap?  I know a nap would feel glorious. Naps are poorly understood and underappreciated.  But, I also know a nap would mean another chunk of time in this day where nothing gets accomplished.

True, I have arranged my life so days where nothing gets accomplished are allowed, but I still feel bad for doing nothing.

I cleaned out and rearranged my office/studio 2 weeks ago, and all the crap I couldn’t find a good home for is still sitting in my living room in front of the fireplace.  I could totally deal with that today.

I could do laundry.

I have sufficient chemicals to treat around the outside of my house and the basement to help limit the insane amount of bugs who find their way in as soon as the weather starts turning warmer.

I could keep playing Far Cry 5.

I could go through the most recent photos I took and post something to Instagram.

Or, I could take a nap.

I still have tons of work I need to do as far as building out this site.

I have ideas for new dumb Photoshop moments.

I could write a review of the movie I went to see last night.

I could start filming the YouTube video I have been planning for the last week or so.

Or, I could take a nap

I could re-watch Deadpool.

I could mop the kitchen and dining room because my dogs are assholes who enjoy tracking mud everywhere (please let that be mud, please let that be mud, please let that be mud).

I could take out the trash.

I could go vacuum up all the aforementioned insect carcasses in the rooms upstairs.

Or, I could take a nap.

All this indecision is exhausting.

I’mma go take a nap.  Chimp out.


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